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How long has it been? A year? Two? ... Three? More?

I'm not even sure myself.

... I do live though. I procrastinate, but I live. Might even start posting to here again. I need some good motivation to get me drawing/writing again.
... But another procrastination isn't good.

I'll be back again. When, I dunno. Maybe within the next few weeks... maybe not. It's hard to say.

Either way though... I'll be around.

Cheers from Seattle.

Leant
  • Reading: Homework
So, another year has gone by, and a lot has happened. I'm now a resident of the wonderful state of Washington, home of microsoft, Nintendo (They're right across the street from each other!), and all other manor of great and powerful companies!  I've been... well, for the most part tech free (which has been interesting) since february.  Not sure how much longer that will last, but hey, it's not going badly, so I suppose there's something to be said for that.

Living on my own now... well, own with a roommate, which is a major improvement from living with my parents, and I'm planning on returning to school come the new year!

In other news, to those who are interested, I've also begun writing a novel. (though I have yet to get it to the point where I can share it... more because of a lack of digital form than anything else)  More on that as it progresses, but I'm either done with the first chapter, and started on the second, or with the first 4 chapters, and have started into the 5th.  I'm really not sure yet!

Anywho, I want to wish you all a happy new year.  Perhaps I shall return in the future!  I have much to share, and much more to do!  Au-revoir!
  • Reading: Homework
I figured I'de drop in today at least to say hullo to whoever might be watching.

Today I turn 19.  Not a bad age I suppose.  I wish my art had gone further last year, but hey, life is life.

IF nothing else, i'm in a creative writing class this semester, so that should help with it a bit, and i've decided to pick up a few old projects i've been putting off.

Who knows, I might actually have something to post soon.

Till then, I'll drop in to say hullo now and then!

Au Revoir!
  • Reading: Homework
And Saki told me to!  XD

I'm going to come back to 20 messages atleast... I just know it. -.-

Comment and I will tell you:

1. What I primarily think of you as

2. The two colors that you are in my mind

3. A song that reminds me of you

4. The last thing I did related to you in some way

5. What I tend to call you and say about you when I talk about
you to people in RL

6. An animal I think fits you

7. Something I've been wanting to tell you

8. To go repost this on your profile

Have fun if you post it!
  • Reading: Homework
(and hoping I haven't already.)

I am on Hiatus from deviantart.  Yeah, I'll still comment on occasion, and favorite some things, but i've been gone for so long now I may as well make it official.  Hope you all are having a good time, and hopefully I'll see you soon!  Hiatus begins officially after thanksgiving break.

Hope to see you soon!  Till then,
Keep being awesome.

Legolos229
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Reading: Homework
After trying to cheer up one of my good friends last night (Which i'm guessing I failed at) and failing to get other friends to help, I have no idea how she is, and I have no desire to chat with said other friends.

And of course now I'm stuck feeling like shit, and feeling guilty as all hell...  I just wanted to help out, make sure that she was ok, and ended up (somehow) hurting my friends, and hurting myself in the process.  Probably pissing the person I was trying to help off too.

So yeah.  All in all, I'm pretty sure I'm fairly screwed.

... Guess That's it.
  • Mood: Depressed
Alright, so here's the down low on why I've been so silent for the last few days.

I've been busy with :iconmrtomgero:'s Homestuck/Hivebent RP, and for the most part, I've been kind of put off by the thought of RPing as a whole.

In other news though, I feel like i'm finally getting back into drawing (little by little), along with writing.  In all honesty, this RP is really inspiring me.  Well, that and the fact that I now have Corel Sketchpad, and Photoshop Elements 9, (could be better, but not bad, all in all.) both of which I could have had for free since I first got my tablet.  So yeah.  That's what I've been busy with.

Have fun Chillids!
  • Reading: The once and Future king
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
And... I don't know how long I'll be gone.

I... I broke it off with my boyfriend...

I need some time away from all this...  I don't know when I'll be back...

Or even if.

But I love you all.  Thank you for being here for me all this time.

For now...  Until we meet again.
  • Reading: The once and Future king
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
KARKAT VANTAS (♋)
[ ] Cancer is your zodiac sign
[ ] You hate the color red
[ ] you love RIDICULOUSLY TERRIBLE ROMANTIC MOVIES AND ROMCOMS
[x] You like to program computers
[ ] you fail at it
[x] YOU LIKE TO TYPE IN CAPS
[ ] You don't put up with anyone's bullshit
[x] you love to argue and support your arguments with empty logic (Heh, except my empty logic is actually pregnant with meaning.)
[ ] you never smile
[x] you get aggravated easily
[ ] you act like an asshole but deep down you care for your friends
[ ] you have problems with relationships
TOTAL: 3

Vriska Serket (♏)
[ ] Scorpio is your zodiac sign
[x] Dark blue is your fav color
[x] you Love to role play
[ ] you like spiders
[ ] you like end of the world scenarios such as the zombie Apocalypse, fall out invasion etc
[x] magic 8 balls are cool
[x] you are very manipulative (I can be.)
[ ] you are a huge bitch
[ ] you easily get bored
[ ] you blame your problems on other things, such as "bad luck"
[ ] you have an addiction to breaking things
[ ] you never clean up after yourself
Total: 4

Tavros Nitram (♉)
[ ] Taurus is your zodiac sign
[ ] your fav color is orange and/or brown
[x] you love FAIRY TALES AND FANTASY STORIES
[x] you love card and role playing games
[ ] You believe in FAIRIES, even though they AREN'T REAL. (... wishing isn't the same as beleiving...)
[ ] you are too sensitive
[ ] you never really "hate" anybody
[ ] you like to commune with wildlife
[x] you have a friendly attitude
[x] you are pretty good at poetry
[ ] you LARP
[ ] you sometimes stutter when you talk
total: 4

Terezi Pyrope (♎)
[ ] Libra is your zodiac sign
[x] your fav color is red and/or teal
[ ] you are more interested in taste and smell then sight
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxx] you love dragons
[ ] you lov3 to sp34k 1n l33t h3h3h3
[x] you love plushies >:3
[x] you love to role play
[ ] you are a sociopath
[x] you are almost always grinning
[ ] you take interest in law and justice
[x] you like to draw
[x] you can be really flirty sometimes
total: 7

Kanaya Maryam (♍)
[ ] Virgo is your zodiac sign
[x] your fav color is jade
[ ] you love fashion
[ ] you love LIVELY COLORFUL PATTERNS.
[ ] you love to sew
[x] you love literature
[ ] you have no problem getting into fights
[x] chainsaws are awesome
[ ] you like make up
[x] you are a pretty creative person when it comes down to it
[ ] you like the taste of blood
[ ] getting revenge is always high on your list
total: 4

Aradia Megido (♈)
[ ] Aries is your zodiac sign
[ ] Maroon is your fav color
[ ] you inadvertently make frog noises
[ ] 0_0 is your fav emote
[ ] you like ARCHEOLOGY
[ ] you like to destroy things out of boredom
[x] you can hear voices that no one else can hear
[ ] you used to role play
[x] you are obsessed with temporal inevitability
[ ] you are a very violent and confrontational person
[ ] you're sometimes spooky in appearance
[ ] you love talking about depressing things
total: 2

Equius Zahhak (♐)
[ ] Sagittarius is your zodiac sign
[x] your fav color is royal blue
[x] you have a widow's peak
[ ] you sweat a lot
[ ] you love being strong
[ ] you SUCK AT ARCHERY
[x] You have a great appreciation for THE FINE ARTS.
[ ] Practically everything MAKES YOU FURIOUS
[ ] You have so much rage, it can only be expressed through STAGGERING QUANTITIES OF PHYSICAL VIOLENCE.
[ ] you like to build things
[x] you have some pretty strange fetishes (>.>)
[ ] you love playing high stakes games
total: 4

Nepeta Leijon (♌)
[ ] Leo is your zodiac sign
[x] your fav color is green
[x] you love cats
[x] :3 is your fav emote
[x] you are into furries
[x] you love to draw
[x] you have a heightened sense of smell
[x] you are freaking obsessed with friendly role-playing
[ ] you have a naive view of everything
[x] you love "OTP" (one true paring)
[ ] you are just too cute
[x] and very playful
total: 9

Sollux Captor (♊)
[ ] Gemini is your zodiac sign
[x] your fav color is yellow
[x] you speak with a bit of a lisp (I have found this out in the past)
[x] you are totally sick hacker (... I haz hacked my own pc... a few times.)
[x] you have bi polar mood swings
[x] you are pretty introverted
[x] you beat yourself up over little things
[ ] you like to keep everything mismatched such as your clothing
[x] you think you are not good enough (meh, a lot of the time.)
[X] you rather be technical than use brute force
[x] you think you have voices in your head, but it really is just your paranoia
[x] your best friend is a dick (... I'm... actually not sure. that could be slightly true.)
total: 10

Feferi Peixes (♓)
[ ] Pisces is your zodiac sign
[ ] your fav color is magenta
[ ] you love wearing colorful clothing
[X] you love to swim
[ ] you get really excited easily
[ ] you are very very perky and energetic
[ ] you are optimistic and fearless
[ ] you are stronger then you look
[ ] you love looking after animals
[ ] you are very modest
[ ] you have a pretty good tolerance when it comes to annoying things
[x] you have a slightly rude and insulting side (but you hide it well)
total:2

Eridan Ampora (♒)
[x] Aquarius is your zodiac sign
[meh, why not. >] your fav color is purple (... in truth, i'm almost tempted to say yes...)
[...x] you dress flamboyantly (... i'm starting to I suppose.)
[ ] you have an affection for tales of historical leaders, conquerors, and military history.
[x] you have a massive ego
[x] you love magic and wizards
[ ]you have a genocide complex
[x] you swear like a sailor
[X] you try to make friends with everybody regardless of their opinion of you
[ ] you get jealous a lot
[ ] you are romantically lost
[ ] you are kind of a tool
total: 6 1/2

Gamzee Makara (♑)
[ ] Capricorn is your zodiac sign
[x] your fav color is indigo
[ ] you like clowns
[x] you like sweet things
[x] you like to bake
[x] you are pretty laid back
[ ] you don't like knowing the technology or science behind things
[x] you are impulsive and/or unpredictable
[x] you are silly and eccentric
[x] you like insane clown posse
[x] you cuss a lot
[ ] you are a stoner
total: 8

well iit look2 liike ii'm goiing two need to fiigure out how 2ollux talk2 now have fun guy2.
  • Reading: The once and Future king
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
Out of surgery now, Drugs still wearing off.  Gunna not be fun having to pack that, but I don't remember jack squat from the actual surgery.

... which is good.

So yeah.  Mission accomplished so far.

Have fun!
  • Reading: The once and Future king
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
I'm Finally back home.

And let me just say.  IT's good to be back.

I apologize for the radio silence yesterday, and today, I was unable to get on my laptop till now.


In other news, I probably won't be on for a good part of the day tomorrow.  I've got surgery in the morning.

So yeah, First Surgery, Wish me luck!

Till then,

Kirk out.
  • Reading: The once and Future king
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
We made it.

Took 10 hours or so, but we made it.
  • Reading: The once and Future king
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
Instead of spending time in hawaii, as was planned, I've been up all night, and am now, stuck at home.  Our flight was canceled so now i'm homebound, or as some would put it, homestuck.

and of course, as susual, given any chacne he gets, my dad manages to be a dick about it.

I am not ammused.
  • Reading: The once and Future king
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
Me and my hubby are back together.

<3 that's it!
  • Reading: The once and Future king
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
Got back late last night.

All in all it was fun, but... *shrug* I guess i'm a single guy again.

... my hubby :iconcanadian-vandalism: realized that he needed someone less understanding than me...

And... so it's over...

I'll...  Go retreat into my corner of solitude now.
  • Reading: The once and Future king
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
Well, I go up to boulder for orientation soon...

So yeah, I'll be on once I get settled up there, but probably not before.

I'll be back soon!
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Reading: NO MORE HOMEWORK
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
Lately, it seems, Me and my hunny :iconcanadian-vandalism: have been trying to find something else to do besides rp and chat.  The only problem is that we live nowhere near each other, and don't have the reqources, or excuse to go visit the other without making our respective parents worried.  In the mean time, we're worried that our relationship is stagnating a little, and we need something to do to kick it back into gear...

Do you guys have any ideas?  Any at all would be appreciated.
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Reading: NO MORE HOMEWORK
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
If nothing else... My mom is alright with me being bi.

I told her tonight, and she didn't go crazy about it, so I suppose that's a good sign.

... I guess... from here the only problem will be telling my dad...

And lord knows how hard that will be...  me and him don't get along under normal circumstances... I doubt that this will really smooth anything over.
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Reading: NO MORE HOMEWORK
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
Another year of school come and gone, and this year, I have to say was one of the best so far.

There are so many people I'm going to miss, so many friends that I'm sorry I won't be seeing when the school season comes around again.

Despite how relieving it is to know that when I get up tomorrow, I won't have to worry about homework, or signatures, or due dates, it's kind of scary.  Not to mention that I know that when I wake up tomorrow, there's going to be so many friends that I won't see as much anymore.

I suppose that this is the first step into the quote on quote, 'real world' that is spoken of so much... but when push comes to shove... I'm not sure I'm ready, or that I want to be a part of that world yet...

Either way, I love you all, everyone who decides to see this...  thanks for being there, even if I don't have much to report, and to all my good friends from school, stay cool.  you all deserve the best that life can give you, and it should cower at the thought of what you might do if it doesn't give it to you.

I suppose that that's all I have to say.

Most verbose journal to date! XD

Until next time my friends, Stay cool.
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Reading: NO MORE HOMEWORK
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy
What? I was bored.

Rules -

1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work, strangely enough.
4. Ok, go!
5. When you're done, tag 5 people.

TRY NOT TO CHEAT!!!

1] YOU'VE BEEN TALKING TO SOMEONE AND THEY'RE SAYING "IS THIS OK?" YOU SAY:
Neptune (The Planet Suite, Gustav Holst) Wut?

2] HOW WOULD YOU BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Planet Earth (Duran Duran) What the heck? I don't know how to interpret this either.

3] WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Gift (Maaya Sakamoto) LIEZ I IS NOT THAT SHALLOW!

4]HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Rhapsody in Blue (George Gershwin) ... yeah, I guess that pretty much sums up my day so far.

5] WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
(Hikari no naka i but I have no idea what that means... soooo~) Magic Dance (David Bowie) Hell yeah.

6] WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Underground (David Bowie) XD Apparently I'm a hipster now.

7] WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Ballroom Blitz (Sweet) Yeah, It's pretty crazy in here?


8] WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Hola Mirea (Variety lab) ... ok?

9] WHAT IS 2+2?
Which way to go? (Reprisa) (Variety lab) XD yup. I'm lost already.

10] WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Dirty Harry (Gorillaz) ... what the heck is up with this playlist today?

11] WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Feel good Inc. (Gorillaz) XD I guess it makes sense?

12] WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Sweet Dreams are Made of This (Eurithmics) XD On occasion maybe.

13] WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Jupiter (Gustav Holts) XD ok then. King of the gods?

14] WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dangerous Man (Foxy Shazam) oh my~

15] WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I wanna be Sedated (The Ramones) XD

16] WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Which way to go (Variety Lab) ... Windows media player... I don't understand you.

17] WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Venus (Gustav Holts) Kinda starts out sad I guess?

18] WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Piano man (Billy Joel) ... *sneaks off to play the piano*

19] WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Uranus (Gustav Holtz) Ok... this was kind of funny before. STOP IT MEDIA PLAYER.

20] WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Always (Erasure) ... XD I think it fits in a way.

21] WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS???
Saturn (Gustav holtz) FUCK NO. I'M DONE WITH YOU PLANET SUITE.
Tank (Yoko Kanno and the Seatbelts) There, much better.

Apparently My ipod sees me as very Arrogant.
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Reading: HOMEWORK
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger/Final Fantasy